It has been a couple of week, I could even say months actually, that I feel a lot depressed. But I can't figure out why it lasts for so long. First there is the ''school-end-of-session-rush'' that brings me, and a lot of people too, down. This period is a lot stressful since I have a lot of researches to finish and exams to study. So that's why I felt stressed and down a couple of weeks ago. What I don't understand though is that I have finished all of my freakin' exams (exept economy, coming thursday), meaning I have no school this week, meaning that I'm done with that f*uckin Cegep (for those who aren't from Quebec, Cegep is the institution level situated between high school and university...yes it is useless). Summer's coming at last! school's over, my well-paid job is comfirmed for this summer, I'm visiting my parents in a couple of days (and also my cats!!!) ...but still, I can't find a way to enjoy all of this as it should. I can't sleep well at night because I think too much. I've found that my life is going totally nowhere, that I'm pretty much blind about my future. I feel like I've been thrown randomly on an empty field yet filled with egocentrism, stupidity and disrespect. And like if it wasn't enough, I'm in a total lack of inspiration.
I don't even know why the hell I'm writing this here, probably because I have more chances to be heard and understood, and by the same way not being judged.

P.s. I hate my roomate and a lot more of her!
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Wow nice gallery man! What city (cities) did you visit in USA?
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And... death to the douchebags! Especially the gym douchebags who enjoy showing off their muscles to everyone. Damn, those guys love themselves SO FREAKING MUCH.
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