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What's wrong with me?

Journal Entry: Tue May 13, 2008, 9:15 PM
It has been a couple of week, I could even say months actually, that I feel a lot depressed. But I can't figure out why it lasts for so long. First there is the ''school-end-of-session-rush'' that brings me, and a lot of people too, down. This period is a lot stressful since I have a lot of researches to finish and exams to study. So that's why I felt stressed and down a couple of weeks ago. What I don't understand though is that I have finished all of my freakin' exams (exept economy, coming thursday), meaning I have no school this week, meaning that I'm done with that f*uckin Cegep (for those who aren't from Quebec, Cegep is the institution level situated between high school and university...yes it is useless). Summer's coming at last! school's over, my well-paid job is comfirmed for this summer, I'm visiting my parents in a couple of days (and also my cats!!!) ...but still, I can't find a way to enjoy all of this as it should. I can't sleep well at night because I think too much. I've found that my life is going totally nowhere, that I'm pretty much blind about my future. I feel like I've been thrown randomly on an empty field yet filled with egocentrism, stupidity and disrespect. And like if it wasn't enough, I'm in a total lack of inspiration.

I don't even know why the hell I'm writing this here, probably because I have more chances to be heard and understood, and by the same way not being judged. =(

P.s. I hate my roomate and a lot more of her!

  • Mood: Depressed
  • Listening to: Old rancid songs
  • Reading: Economy!
  • Watching: Octave, my cactus
  • Playing: Age of Empire II
  • Eating: Nothing
  • Drinking: Water

Devious Information

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    har007@hotmail.com
  • Current Age: 20
  • Current Residence: Quebec
  • Interests: Music, guitar
  • Favourite movie: Save Private Ryan, Dazed and Confused and The band of brothers series
  • Favourite band or musician: Dream Theater
  • Favourite genre of music: Prog metal, ska, classic, jazz ...you know
  • Favourite artist: John Petrucci, Mike Portnoy, Thomas Kalnoky
  • Favourite poet or writer: Portnoy, Kalnoky
  • Favourite photographer: Ahermin
  • Favourite style or digital art: Surreal
  • Operating System: Vista
  • Wallpaper of choice: alexiuss's one
  • Favourite game: Sonic the Hedgehog
  • Favourite gaming platform: Sega, Snes, N64
  • Favourite cartoon character: Taz!
  • Personal Quote: ''Trapped inside this Octavarium''
  • Tools of the Trade: Ears, Eyes and Heart

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~Photoshopoholic:iconPhotoshopoholic: Apr 7, 2008, 11:58:40 PM
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~Celestial-Poet:iconCelestial-Poet: Apr 3, 2008, 6:51:27 AM
Thanks for the fav :hug:

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~Celestial-Poet:iconCelestial-Poet: Mar 31, 2008, 10:18:43 AM
Thanks for the fav :hug:

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~Photoshopoholic:iconPhotoshopoholic: Mar 21, 2008, 5:57:21 PM
Helloz :D
Wow nice gallery man! What city (cities) did you visit in USA?
=paikan07:iconpaikan07: Mar 7, 2008, 2:20:58 AM
:hug:

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One day it'll make all sense...
~DamienBixlan:iconDamienBixlan: Feb 23, 2008, 10:35:20 PM
Ouais, on croirait que c'est le vrai o_O lol

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~lienz:iconlienz: Feb 23, 2008, 10:33:39 PM
hahaha...non mais yé quand meme hot son dessin de Petrucci avoue!

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-Thomas Kalnoky
~DamienBixlan:iconDamienBixlan: Feb 23, 2008, 10:30:04 PM
Ohhh t'a placé un dessin de Petrucci dans tes favoris... j'me demande pourquoi ;)

And... death to the douchebags! Especially the gym douchebags who enjoy showing off their muscles to everyone. Damn, those guys love themselves SO FREAKING MUCH.

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- Tim McIlrath

Proud member of the Writer's Club [link] and the Ilovephotography's Club [link]
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